Am I the special one?

When woman has period, please do not disturb her! It is restricted area. Do not you ever touch or hurt her.

Period times is the time when woman feels so sensitive. Everything. Sometimes woman can be sad, angry or upset without reasons.

I am just a woman. An ordinary woman. I want to love and to be loved. As a human, I want something special in my biggest day, like my birthday. Since the dead of my father, I lost my biggest supporter in my life. Since that day, I feel flat of anything. I don't feel special on my birthday, my others special day.

I have no reasons why I feel so sensitive now. This year, I turn 27 years old and nothing changes in my life. On that day, no one in my family remember, even my man whom I love. Sad! Really. Pathetic? Yes. Then I am asking, Am I the special one in your life? In your heart? Then, respect me. I can not say anything to explain. I can not put anything on your shoulders. But please, just respect me as your woman. I have heart : weak, can not be hurt, and sensitive.

Even, I get no mentions, greets or cards even kisses, I learn something : what I have today is not mine. I have Allah. Just live your life. Maybe you life isn't as smooth as others life, but you must feel lucky alive, healthy, can eat and sleep well.

Thanks Allah. Thank you for everything. I need time to recover, to heal my soul, to kick out my bad feelings. But it will be leave as fast as wind.

AH
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